Eyes to the sky feet to the ground! With so much enthusiasm and excitement landed in the USA nearly 3 years ago. Against all odds thinking that this was where I would make my future. A country of opportunities, to live my life the way that I wanted. But not everything goes according to the way you think and dream! Over the years I made amazing friends, graduated and got myself a decent job. Over the same course of time, friends to foes, misunderstandings, drama and so on. Not everything is meant to be a beautiful memory. #depression #anxiety took over. I started doubting myself and negative self-talk increased unintentionally. It made me forget all the good things that had happened and only made me focus on the negative. Crazy is the human mind, it always looks for the things that would not work rather than looking for the tiniest light in the darkest hour. As I was drowning in the endless darkness, I thought to myself if this continues I would just end up or I would not exist anymore. Would I?
Thanks to Pinterest for the suggestion of self-help books, the law of attraction, spiritual affirmations and many more. It was time to pull everything back together and accept the way the life is and work towards what you want it to be. All of us want an amazing life, who wouldn’t? It will happen as we believe in ourselves and as said by many “We become what we think about all the time”. Having a clear vision to achieve our goals, self-confidence to face all the odds and to love and believe in ourselves. Not forget the consistency and to focus on them.
I always wanted to start a blog, where I can write about all the things that I love to do and be a part of the amazing blogging community. But then I was not sure. I was like “Look at all those amazing blogs, their layouts, content. I can never be a blogger. Who would read my blog? My grammar my god!” So many limiting and self-doubt talks! But in the first place why did, I want to start a blog? For myself! As long as I do not try it I would not know it. The point when I stop comparing myself to others and to focus on myself is when I would get better at everything that I do and that would be my inspiration to begin this.
This blog is about everything I do. A fresh start.A commitment towards a BETTER me. Being consistent and to be better than what I was yesterday.
It’s time to start living the life you’ve imagined –Henry James